Today’s Secret Regret

“I have lived a lie of a life for a decade, in a country I do not want, with a man I do not love, a child I regret having but feel bound to take care. I went through this on auto-pilot whilst trying not to breakdown from an anxiety disorder at work. A major breakdown and public humiliation shook me to core I woke up from this sleep, found my soul yearning for life and discovering feelings I had suppressed for years. Opportunities opened up to me, and for 2 years I shied away and realised what kept me in my dark dungeon was still there. I am still here, not living. I regret not growing when I had been reborn. Too scared to live, too scared to own my emotions – fears, hopes, dreams, hate and love.”

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