Today’s Secret Regret

“I regret my last suicide attempt and that my kids were the ones who found me. Though, I am thankful that I was found in time. I hate what my struggle with mental illness has done to my amazing family. I regret the promise I made to myself and them to stand up against the skeptics and take a stand for other survivors. I regret that I never met CCS and SAM before they died. I regret the extramatrital relationships that I got involved in during my struggle with my illness. I regret that I allowed one my children to be the kind of caretaker I was with my mother before she died of cancer and the debilitating effects it is having on my daughter’s adult life now.”

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