“I regret not choosing you, even if you would have hurt me in the long run. Maybe you wouldn’t have and we would of had an amazing life. Now I just settled. Just always wondering what could have been. My best friend is your cousin so I will always hear your name and see your parents. Your family is my family. But you’re too far away. Now we both have children. You have a new girlfriend and getting stationed in Hawaii. I love you and probably always will.”