I regret going to the bar, blacking out and waking up with someone in our bed while you were out of town. In the morning I asked, and we didn’t have sex, but tried. You are the love of my life and I am so stupid for being irresponsible with alcohol. I am going to keep this secret with myself and devote myself to you… Everyone keeps saying that if you cheat there is something wrong with the relationship but there isn’t. I made a stupid mistake and am so ashamed. I am sorry.