SECRET REGRET OF THE DAY: January 29, 2018

I regret never leaving you when I caught you cheating the first time. Yes, you were pregnant with our first child and you knew my family values were too strong to let go. I stayed and you begged, you said it would never happen again, yet it did, again and again for almost 17 years. Many different men, your own friends, my acquaintances, your old school friends and even our own co-workers. I wish I had cut and ran the very first time. I wasn’t the best man at the time. But as I grew, I matured and picked up all your slack. I cooked dinner , cleaned, did laundry, did homework with the kids, made you lunch for work, planned family trips, did PTA, school conferences, worked full time and even planned all the kids sporting activities. Never once did I cheat or try to bail out. You in turn, stayed late at work, frequented happy hours, and sometimes never came home till early in the morning. You embarrassed my at our job, at church, at home, in my community and continue to do so without reproach.
I loved you and still do. Now I am off on my own trying to pick up the pieces a year later. Thank you for throwing me out. Otherwise I would have still been there trying to fix our relationship. It’s really hard meeting and dating but I am pushing forward. I am confident that I will find a woman that has values, integrity, morals and loyalty. Something you know nothing about. Even as I speak to you now, you are not happy. You have been searching for happiness all these years and now without me you are still not happy. I hope you find it, because as you search relentlessly for your next victim the kids are suffering. You have ruined all of our lives due to your insecurities, infidelity and continued dishonesty. I pray for you, I pray for our kids and hope you find your happiness.

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