SECRET REGRET OF THE DAY: September 18, 2017

I regret allowing myself to sink into a deep hole of depression and loneliness. I never look forward to the weekend because I have absolutely no one to spend time with. I wish that I could work 7 days a week to keep myself busy. I’m so depressed. Sometimes, I have to lie to my family about hanging out with nonexistent friends just to seem normal. But, it’s always a struggle trying to form normal, healthy relationships with people. I was socially awkward as a child and nothing changed once I reached adulthood. I’ve lost hope. I feel that it’s my fault, although I never asked for my social life to turn out this way. I know life isn’t all about having people to socialize with, but it would be nice to have some company every now and then. I don’t ask for much.

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2 thoughts on “SECRET REGRET OF THE DAY: September 18, 2017

  1. You have to know that you’re not alone. Loneliness is a universal social fear. Most of us dread being alone. Seriously, talk to a therapist. A therapist or a life coach can help overcome confidence issues. Expand on a hobby or a passion. Find people with the similar passion. Look at meetup groups in the area. Volunteering somewhere is a great opportunity to meet people. Someone out there is feeling just as isolated and lonely– I’ve been told that at least half of life is simply showing up– put yourself out there and risk some rejection, because there is likely to also be much acceptance.

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  2. I just want to give you a big hug 🤗 how are you doing now?? Have things changed for you?? I hope so. You deserve so much in life i hope you have found more happiness for yourself.

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