My best friend was suicidal and he told me about it. I thought I could save him and that all he needed was a good friend. He was like a brother and I loved and love him. He killed himself and I can’t help but blame myself its been months but it weighs on my heart so I do bad things to compensate for the deed. People will tell me that its not my fault and that it was his choice, I cant forgive myself. My biggest regret is not telling anyone. My school puts up posters in my honor, how lovely. I stare my mistake everyday in the face. Im broken inside and nothing seems to help.


3 thoughts on “SECRET REGRET OF THE DAY: June 27, 2017

  1. I’ve got some good news for you: I know someone who can help! He can heal broken hearts and forgive sins, so don’t give up hope, just give your life to him. In Luke 4:18-19, Jesus first message, which was preached in his home town of Nazareth, he said, and I quote, “The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he hath anointed me to preach the gospel to the poor; he hath sent me to heal the brokenhearted, to preach deliverance to the captives, and recovering of sight to the blind, to set at liberty them that are bruised, to preach the acceptable year of the Lord”.


  2. Please find someone to talk to about this. A school counselor, a private counselor, a grief support group. I know, first hand, what suicide does to the people left behind. My sister killed herself 7 years ago. My sister got help. She went to counseling. Her first attempt landed her in an inpatient facility. A month after her release, she was successful. I’m telling you this because even if someone gets help, if they really want to kill themselves, they will. There are a lot of people going through the same thing as you. You are not alone! Please reach out to someone. You are loved.


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