I regret going out last night…. I got myself way too drunk to the point where I cannot remember most of the night. I regret getting in that car with you because now I feel violated but I feel like it’s my fault… you were sober, I was not but I must have consented. Even though I don’t remember much I know we slept together at your friends house. I don’t remember having sex but I know it happened. I regret being me at the moment. I know I’m using alcohol as a way to escape reality. I feel trapped in my own head but now I feel dirty.