I regret telling my best friend that I’m in love with her. She once told me when she was drunk that if she could like girls the way I do, that we would be soulmates. I truthfully never expected anything to come out of me telling her. She has a boyfriend and I know she’s straight but I just wanted her to know that there was someone out there that really cares for her and sees her for who she is, even when other people don’t. She told her boyfriend and I don’t know who else about it and now things are really awkward and I doubt it’ll ever be the same. I’m moving in 4 days and I want things to be okay again before I leave, but I don’t know if I’ll ever see her again.