I regret cheating on you. Lying to you. I was so selfish and now I am paying the ultimate price. I wish I could take it all back, be different. Now you have someone that appreciates you. You are starting a new life and family with her. I am afraid for our children but I should have thought about that when I made the decision to cheat on you. There is no justification. I can’t wait for my life to end because I’ve hurt you,myself and our children so badly. I really wish there was hope but there isn’t.