When i was in 8th grade, i had a crush on the most popular girl in my school. It seemed like every boy has crush on her because she was really pretty and still she is now. Luckily we were in the same class. I was very nervous to talk to her at first time but finally after a couple days, i could talk comfortably and threw jokes to her. Everything was fine but I was too shy to ask her out. I thought she always laughed at my jokes and always tried to find a way to let me teach her some subjects ( I was quite smart in junior high school). Because I’m too much of a pussy to make a move, there was nothing between us and she finally got a boyfriend. Later on, one of her closest friends told me that she really liked me and waited for me to ask her out. She also made her own chocolate on valentines day for me but she was too shy to gave it to me. I still feel regret now and I think that incident makes me hesistant to find girlfriend. I’m 22 years old and I have never had any girlfriend because I’m afraid I will repeat same mistakes as I did.