I regret not breaking the bones in the arms and legs of my wife’s affair partner like I had planned on doing the night she caught me leaving the house at 3am. She did not know that I knew, but I spilled it all to her, she asked me not to hurt him and and 11 months later I still honor that. I still want to hurt him, still want to break him, because he represents everything which was broken with us. I have since found peace with who I am. Who I am includes wanting to beat him. For the sake of my son, I hope I never meet this guy.