My biggest regret is running away from love. I ran away because I was scared. Scared of being hurt, being judged. All I know is this and was the strongest feeling I’ve ever felt towards anyone. I could’ve been with him, I could’ve been happy. But I decided to end things bc I was scared. Bc I was scared I now have lost my happiness. I think about how much I hate myself for ending things everyday. I still can’t get over him. I can’t let the thought of him go. I need him in my life and it’s my fault he’s not. I regret losing him.