I regret not leaving the first time you ever told me a lie. You kept feeding me lies, and I always forgave you. I cannot believe I ever thought you’d stop.
Everytime I try to leave, you stop me. I cant get my foot outside the door because you hold me back, refusing to let go. While holding me with a tight grip you cry and tell me you’ll charge. We’ll change. You say you can make me happy.
I’ve got No one to talk to, cause I was alone in life until I met you. If I managed to leave you, I’d have no one to turn to.
I love you. At least the man I wish you were. But I’ve never been as close to ending my life as I am now that I’m with you. If you were to wake up alone one day, please forgive me. I see no other way out.