I think I’m in the middle of a regret–possibly taking back my controlling and hurtful ex. He proposed to me again and said we would work on things. Everything has been alright recently, but I keep fearing for the future; that it’s going to turn bad again. I regret that I love him so much, I regret that I believe him, and I regret that I have hope for a future, hope that he will change, and better relationship with him. I regret not wanting to give up, but I don’t want to give up on people. People can change for the better, right?