My secret regret is not ending our relationship all those times I thought about it. I could tell we were growing apart. I could tell I didn’t make you as happy. I could tell you didn’t make me nearly as happy as you used to. I didn’t laugh as much. I didn’t smile as much. Our relationship seemed to be more work than it was worth. I remember how frustrated, annoyed, and angry you would make me. I was never your first, second, or third priority. Not even your twentieth. I regret not ending it when I knew it would make me a much happier person. I regret pushing through and holding on until you finally gave in and broke my heart. I regret finding out after it all that you were pulling away because you were spending your time with someone else.