My secret regret is not ending our relationship all those times I thought about it. I could tell we were growing apart. I could tell I didn’t make you as happy. I could tell you picjumbo.com_HNCK4153didn’t make me nearly as happy as you used to. I didn’t laugh as much. I didn’t smile as much. Our relationship seemed to be more work than it was worth. I remember how frustrated, annoyed, and angry you would make me. I was never your first, second, or third priority. Not even your twentieth. I regret not ending it when I knew it would make me a much happier person. I regret pushing through and holding on until you finally gave in and broke my heart. I regret finding out after it all that you were pulling away because you were spending your time with someone else.

2 thoughts on “SECRET REGRET OF THE DAY: March 3, 2016

  1. I relate with this posting so much it’s as if someone wrote it from within my own heart. I still can’t seem to figure out y it is that the one who actually deserves a better is the one who is denyed it. Not even would the one guy I reached out in desperation to trust with what I had left in my heart did anything more than what he pretty much did to me. I guess I was just dealt a sour hand of cards when I was born into this world like many others. I know I’m not alone in that and yet I always seem to feel alone.


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