I regret giving others more importance than myself. I tried so hard for everyone else that now I’m sick (literally) I’m in the hospital. I should’ve focused more on myself. I suffered academically and physically. I made my parents lose a lot of money. I shouldn’t have thought of only making everyone happy, but instead I should have strived for my own happiness. It took me one whole year to realize it all and confront my parents that I don’t want to study this subject, and instead I want to pursue something else. But it’s just the start. I wasted a lot of my time. I learned my lesson and I guess I actually needed this kick in the butt.