SECRET REGRET OF THE DAY: February 28, 2016

I regret pretending to be happy. I regret lying to everyone and not showing them how I really feel. What I am scared about is getting the pity party. That is the last thing I want 118Hlet alone need right now. When I lay in bed at the end of the day, everything comes together and I have that dirty little thought of not belonging. I want, no need someone just to hold me and tell that I matter. My mom says he will find his way… Do I need to draw a map because everyday is just getting worse.

2 thoughts on “SECRET REGRET OF THE DAY: February 28, 2016

  1. Exactly how I feel. its hard getting through each day.. but I plug along, knowing that nothing stays the same forever.. a time will come when you will be happy again.. Hang in there, be strong, that person will come along for you, and You do matter.

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  2. Ya drawing a map might be a good idea…apparently only then do they seem to understand and realize where they went wrong. However in my opinion, if they truly do need a map drawn for them instead of finding out for themselves through u and u only…they aren’t worth the paper or the crayons

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