SECRET REGRET OF THE DAY: February 11, 2016

Two years ago you sent this to me: “My only regret is you’re going to realize someday how much you love me And I’m not going to be there” picjumbo.com_HNCK8356

My regret is that you were completely right. I have realized how much I love you, but you have moved on. You now love someone who treats you like crap. I hate that I’m not yours anymore. I regret not listening to you then, and for thinking you would always be there when I finally admitted to myself that I need you more than anything else in my life.

I will love you forever and always, and pray that someday we get another chance, like the one you begged for for two years and I repeatedly denied.

3 thoughts on “SECRET REGRET OF THE DAY: February 11, 2016

  1. I sympathize with you and hope u get another opportunity with this person… Living in denyal is something the father of my son has done more often than I can count and although it may seem to be the right choice to save the bacon so to speak. Howevdr ultimately it’s long past over done it’s chances of ever winning my whole heart ever again… The compassion in my heart towards his short commings and lack of true stammina in a good solid relationship is merely a sad pittiful status in what “could’ve been” so much more in this life and life relationship. Don’t hold back in ur loves of this life cause u end up short changing urself my friend. Trust me… I live it and have for much too long now. Someone who is true, honest and loving deserves so much more from their life relationships and loves…if u find the woman willing and able to be and share the same with u… Don’t deny it LIVE IT Life really is too short to live without whats REAL and allows u to feel more COMPLETE and truly HAPPY on a higher level than what u may have thought possible before

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  2. It’s hard to say for sure why this person would stay with someone who treats them less than what they deserve but I know from personal experience that when you’ve been hurt so deeply than the crappier less than desired relationship is less of a let down for a while. It tends to feel like it hurts less and when you don’t have your hopes up so high than there isnt as much to expect to be let down over. Sometimes a person can be in a lesser deserved relationship for so long they can kinda forget that anything better is possible for them unless it is merly a headgame to pull the sheet over their eyes with a trick too. When someone loves another with all their heart and has their love and trust stomped on bad enough by a person who thinks more about themselves than it can change how your heart can even beat ever again

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  3. Feb 11th is my birth day . it may just be coincidence, but your “regret” in this post perfectly describes the biggest regret in my life that also took place two years ago . Thank you for sharing this you have put into words what I feel perfectly that has haunted me and been the biggest wall in my life since I lost the person I love the most due to my own inventions..

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