SECRET REGRET OF THE DAY: February 9, 2016

I regret the future. I love you. More than I’ve ever loved any man. I regret having to let you go. I regret that I’m going to have to move on, and move through this life without you there beside me.  We have shared the greatest intimacy two people can have, and we have to give that up. We have to try to be friends again. I regret thinking that once that line is crossed, and you fall so deeply in love, that you cannot go back. It will always be there, haunting us. I regret not meeting you years ago. picjumbo.com_HNCK5467I understand your fears and I don’t hold them against you. I know you can exist in a predictable life, and move past us. I know I have to get out and start anew. I regret the hope I had that it would be you. I have always known the answer. And I don’t hate you for it. I’ll always have the memories. And that’s better than nothing at all.

One thought on “SECRET REGRET OF THE DAY: February 9, 2016

  1. This darkness will one day pass.. One day you will see the sunshine again. Let the unnamed forces of the universe do their part.. and if it’s meant to be, it will be one day. If it’s not meant to be, you will one day understand why. Take care of your wounds, give them time and they will heal. You sound like an honest, caring person, stay the way you are..and life will give you everything you deserve and wish for.


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