SECRET REGRET OF THE DAY: January 14, 2016

I regret leaving my safe haven, leaping before looking, and falling back into a life I had work so hard for 2 years to crawl and climb my way out of. I regret leaving behind people that I love with all my twisted heart, people whose names play over and over in my head like an ode to regrets, people who cared for me and gave me all they could. I dropped out of their lives and sunk back into my world of insanity and I am trapped here, wishing they would help me, knowing I have to help myself but terrified of what they would say if I ever went back to them. This is how I will die, running in circles, their names and faces chasing me, screaming inaudible things that my ghost will later realize were cries of “Come back!” and “It’s never too late!” — Addict

2 thoughts on “SECRET REGRET OF THE DAY: January 14, 2016

  1. Those people love you and want you back. Trust me, they miss you too. The more time passes, the harder it will be for you to get back in touch with them. Two years isn’t a long time. Don’t let them forget you and become estranged. Call them today and you will feel much better if you act now. You have absolutely nothing to lose, and I assure you, they still care and they will be more than happy to hear from you. They will understand. That’s what friends are for! You don’t need to be not alone. Don’t do this to yourself. You are treating yourself inhumanely. Take one step at a time and pull yourself out of this. You are stronger than you think. You WILL succeed. Have patience with yourself, and don’t give up. If you get back in touch with them, and the regrets you now have will soon be gone. I am sending you warm thoughts and invisible flocks of hope, can you catch them?

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  2. Sorry, I made two mistakes. I meant: ,,you dont need to be alone. If you get back in touch with them, the regrets you now have will soon be gone.” There have been many people who beat addiction problems, you can do it too! Remember: patience, and perseverance. Nothing worthwile comes easy.

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