I regret not being your everything, enough for you to stay,enough for you to come home.
I regret not making you laugh every minute of everyday, I regret you no longer hear the words I say.
I regret not being able to have you in my arms any more, not being able to smell your scent from your every pore.
I regret that I no longer say your name out loud, that you’re no longer here in our house.
I regret not knowing what to do, not being blessed enough to have you, not being good enough to have your love too.
I regret that we will never be together again, forced apart by pressure and pain.
I regret that nothing will ever be the same., it’s all so different now not being loved at all.
I regret that it’s all goodbyes and no hellos, hearts no longer open, firmly shut closed.
I regret not being your everything, enough for you to stay, enough for you to come home my dear, not to be away.