I regret that I can’t be honest with myself. The one person who I really need to be honest with. I trick myself into feeling certain ways so that it is easier for me to get along with what everyone else in my life wants from me.
I regret that it has gotten to the point where I don’t know who I am or what I want. I regret that I achieved my goal of being able to go with the flow. It means that others are in control of my life. Not me.