I regret that I can’t let go of the pain. I regret that even though I have “forgiven” you for the affair, I still check your phone, your emails, and your texts. I know I said that I would check it at the door and move on because you swore that it was over, but I can’t. I’m sorry I still don’t trust you. How sad my life has become. I can be so much more. I regret that I am so sick because of your deception. But I do love you.