I regret the fact that I am now slowly but surely starting to ruin another amazing friendship I have made now that I am in college. The past seems to be repeating itself and I can’t find a way to make it stop. I regret I’m letting things go further than they should between us and I wish I could prevent it all from happening. But our feelings for each other are starting to take over and we’re losing control each and every day that passes by. I don’t want to lose you like the friend I did in high school. You mean too much to me. God I hope I don’t mess this up. I still haven’t forgiven myself for the first loss.