I regret not listening to my parents and other adults when they told me to be careful. That things usually start off small and then turn into something bigger. Slowly, gradually.

I didn’t listen. I thought I was smart enough…strong enough…to keep my boundaries and my morals and most importantly, myself.

Now I realize that I’m so far beyond lost and I don’t know how it got to this point or how I’ve justified my decisions thus far. It happened so slowly I didn’t even realize it until it was too late. It was just how they said it would happen. One day I woke up and realized that I didn’t recognize myself anymore.

I know I only have myself to blame. I regret that I’m never going to be the same person I was before I met you but I desperately want to be. I wish I could go back and change my decision that day. Then none of this would have happened.


One thought on “SECRET REGRET OF THE DAY: August 19, 2015

  1. If the relationship you find yourself into is destroying you,get out.You are only young and have your whole life ahead of you,do it before more damage is inflicted on you.Try to get help to get out if you cannot do it alone,you do not give much details so it is hard to advise you.


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