I regret not having a cup of coffee with you on October 20th, 2009.

Your exact words to me were, “I made a pot of coffee.”
My response was, “I don’t care.” And i walked out the door.

I was so mad at you, that we didn’t talk for days. “I don’t care.” were the last words i ever said to you.

You overdosed and ended your life on October 23rd, 2009.
I’m still not sure whether it was an accident, or if you did it on purpose.

If I had a cup of coffee that day, my father might still be alive.

One thought on “SECRET REGRET OF THE DAY: August 16, 2015

  1. I am so sorry for your loss.You don’t say much about the reason your father and yourself fell out,you must have been very angry that day,you certainly could not have known that he would take his own life,even accidentally.If he took his own life he chose to do so and you could not have known how desperate he was at the time.Have you seen a counsellor? You need to talk about it with a grief counsellor.Please do not blame yourself as you had no control over what happened and we do not make the best decisions when we are angry.Take care.


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