Yesterday I posted this:

“I regret all the things I’ve done to the girl I love.
I regret how much damage my lies have caused, despite the fact that I saw them as harmless.
I regret completely losing her trust.
I regret that I single handedly fucked up our entire relationship.

I regret that I’ve let what happened in my past turn me into everything I used to resent.

I’m so sorry, baby. I love you.”

Later that day she broke up with me.

I’ve never felt so empty.

I regret posting it here instead of telling her before it was too late.

I still love you.

2 thoughts on “SECRET REGRET OF THE DAY: August 14, 2015

  1. At least you realise where you went wrong.I know that the past can certainly affect how we behave in the present,but at least you appear to have woken up to yourself.Mature love does not inflict pain and cause unhappiness to the beloved,it respects the other person’s autonomy,is not possessive nor it is controlling and it certainly is not jealous.Often people will mistake sexual attraction for love,sexual attraction is one thing,love another and it can take years to discover was love IS or IS NOT.And the word “love” cannot be used as blackmail as in “IF you love me,you will do this,give that up” and so on.She may not go back to you,it all depends on many things,but hopefully your next relationship will be more successful if you do not fall back into the same pitfalls again. Take care.


    • Just found out that the love of my life cheated. So I will talk to u as if he wrote it to me. I can’t stop picturing you with her. I have you everything. I wanted a life together. I had all my dreams and hopes planted in ur soul. I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough… And the thought of another sickens me. But so do does the thought of your betrayal. I’m broken. I didn’t deserve this. Please don’t ever do this to anyone else.


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