I regret not telling you “I love you” when I was saying goodbye. I didn’t want you to stay unless you wanted to. I was scared you’d stay because I loved you, not because you loved me. The worst thing is, I think we both wanted to say it. I think you wanted to stay.
I regret not trying hard enough. My heart will always be broken because you’re not in my life. It’s been 12 years and no one else has come close to mending it. Not even my wife. I love you and always will. If you feel the same, I’m so very sorry.