I regret not telling you how deeply I am in love with you back when I had the chance to. I regret letting my fears of you stop me from being there for you when you need me most. I honestly thought I was over any feelings I had for you it’s been 10 long years but seeing you recently has brought all the feeling back to light. I almost can’t handle it. I think about you all day everyday. I want to see you, hear you, feel you, hug you, and tell you how I truly feel about you, but it’s just to late. You are now a mother of 4 and living in another state with your own life doing so well for yourself and here I am with 5 kids and a husband I don’t love nearly as much as I do you. I regret not giving you everything the last time we talked it is so much deeper than I let you believe. I regret not telling you I am in love with all that you are and now it is just to late.